Even though my mum is not with me physically, i still feel her around me, watching me, guiding me through my toughest and most hardest days. Just because we did not spend alot of time together towards the end of her life, I miss every single day and i will never ever forget her. I hope i made her proud of me. And that one day we will be reunited with each other. As for every breath that i breath i think about her and thank god that she was my mum, Because i would not be who i am today with out her. On some days i find myself asking simply "Why? why my mum? what did she ever do? How can you take her from me at the the age of 45?" but have come to the conclusion when someone is to good for this world they are taken to share their honest and good nature with other people that need them in their lives.